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  • Watching Live Aid Again

    Watching Live Aid Again

    Tonight I watched a documentary about the history of Live Aid.

    It carried me back to my teenage years. Back then, the story seemed simple. Millions of people were starving. The world came together. Musicians sang. People donated. Food would reach those who needed it.

    That was enough for a teenager.

    Adults, unfortunately, don’t get to keep many simple stories.

    Watching it now, I found myself noticing things I never would have seen then. Not just the images of hunger, but the people standing around it. The officials. The governments. The negotiations that always seem to appear whenever suffering becomes visible enough for the world to notice.

    One interview stayed with me.

    An Ethiopian official seemed more struck by Bob Geldof’s appearance—his long hair, his beard, the fact that he wasn’t wearing a suit—than by the catastrophe unfolding around him. Maybe there was context I didn’t see. Maybe there was more to the exchange than the documentary showed. But it left me unsettled.

    I found myself looking less at Geldof and more at the official.

    As a teenager, I probably wouldn’t have noticed him at all.

    As an adult, I couldn’t stop noticing.

    His appearance stood in sharp contrast to the images of starving people surrounding him. Fairly or unfairly, I found myself wondering how someone could stand so close to such unimaginable suffering and seem so emotionally distant from it. It felt, at least to me, as though the people who were starving had become something to point toward rather than people to grieve.

    I eventually turned the documentary off.

    Not because I couldn’t bear to look at the victims.

    Because I couldn’t stop thinking about everything happening behind the camera.

    Over the years, I’ve worked alongside more people from different parts of Africa. I’ve learned how deeply history, politics, ethnicity, and tribal identities have shaped many nations there.

    That complexity leaves me with questions I cannot answer.

    How much suffering was caused by drought alone?

    How much by war?

    How much by corruption?

    How much by governments that placed power above people?

    History is filled with stories of trucks waiting at checkpoints. Food sitting only miles away while paperwork, politics, greed, or war decided whether starving families would eat.

    How much of that food never reached the people it was meant to feed?

    Perhaps that is what disturbed me most.

    Not simply that people were starving.

    But that even starvation can become something to bargain over.

    A convoy waits.

    Someone demands payment.

    A permit.

    A tax.

    A favor.

    And while adults negotiate, children continue waiting.

    Live Aid showed the world extraordinary generosity. Millions of ordinary people opened their wallets because they believed another human being deserved to live.

    The people who donated weren’t thinking about politics. They were thinking about hungry children. They believed compassion could bridge the distance between their table and someone else’s empty plate.

    I hope that generosity reached those it was meant for.

    I also hope history continues asking difficult questions about the systems that allowed so many people to suffer in the first place.

    I miss believing that kindness was enough.

    Because feeding the hungry is an act of compassion.

    Asking why they were hungry for so long is an act of responsibility.

    Kyle J. Hayes

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  • The Hat, the Swimmer, and the Chair

    The Hat, the Swimmer, and the Chair

    How an afternoon in Montgomery became Black American folklore.

    On August 5, 2023, a confrontation on the Montgomery, Alabama riverfront became something larger in Black American memory. Three years later, I find myself wondering how we might tell the story when today’s children have grandchildren of their own.

    I sometimes wonder if, years from now, little Black children will sit at the feet of their grandfather and ask him to tell the story again.

    Not one of the heavy stories.

    Not tonight.

    They will know those already.

    They will have heard about marches and bridges. About dogs and hoses. About people who walked into places where they were not wanted and sat down anyway. They will know there were times when being Black in America required a particular kind of courage just to make it home.

    But tonight they want the funny one.

    “Grandpa,” one of them will say, already smiling, “tell us about the Hat, the Swimmer, and the Chair.”

    And Grandpa will lean back.

    He will pretend he doesn’t know which story they mean.

    “The what?”

    “The Chair!”

    “Ohhh,” he’ll say.

    That story.

    He will tell them that the story has many names.

    Some called it the Montgomery Riverfront Brawl.

    Some called it the Alabama Boat Brawl.

    Some called it the Alabama Sweet Tea Party.

    Some called it Chairteenth.

    But Grandpa?

    Grandpa always preferred Fade in the Water.

    And the children will laugh before the story has even begun.

    Grandpa will tell them it happened a long time ago, on August 5, 2023, down in Montgomery, Alabama.

    And because the children know their history, they will understand that Montgomery is not just another American city.

    History has walked those streets before.

    Rosa Parks walked them.

    Dr. King walked them.

    Black people whose names never made it into textbooks walked them.

    And running beside the city is the Alabama River.

    That afternoon, a riverboat called the Harriott II was trying to return to its usual docking place.

    But another boat was sitting where it wasn’t supposed to be.

    The crew asked the people responsible for it to move.

    They wouldn’t.

    They asked again.

    Still nothing.

    Grandpa will pause here, because every good storyteller knows you cannot rush trouble.

    Eventually, a Black riverboat co-captain went ashore to deal with the situation.

    There were words.

    Then came a blow.

    And suddenly several people were upon him.

    Now, children, Grandpa will say, this is where the story begins to become something else.

    Because somewhere in those first moments, the man’s hat came off.

    And eventually that hat went into the air.

    There are moments in history whose meaning nobody gets to choose beforehand.

    A bell rings.

    A door opens.

    A hand goes up.

    A hat flies through the Alabama sky.

    Nobody held a meeting.

    Nobody formed a committee.

    Nobody sent out an agenda.

    But Black folks saw what was happening.

    And they started coming.

    Brothers answered.

    People ran toward the dock.

    And then came The Swimmer.

    A young man aboard the riverboat looked across the Water and saw what was happening.

    Apparently, this young brother decided that stairs, sidewalks, docks, and all other conventional methods of transportation were taking entirely too long.

    So he jumped.

    Fully dressed.

    Into the Alabama River.

    Grandpa will insist upon this detail.

    Fully.

    Dressed.

    Because some things deserve historical accuracy.

    Into the river he went, swimming toward the dock.

    Years later, the children will know him only by the name the people gave him:

    Aquamayne.

    Maybe Grandpa will tell them some of the other names too.

    Black Aquaman.

    Michael B. Phelps.

    Whatever name makes the children laugh hardest.

    Because that was part of what happened afterward.

    Black people saw something frightening, something that could have become another painful story, and somehow we also found room for laughter.

    Then more people arrived.

    The balance shifted.

    The man who had been alone was no longer alone.

    And just when future historians might have thought the symbolism was complete, somebody picked up a folding chair.

    Grandpa will become very serious here.

    The children will become quiet.

    Because they know what comes next.

    The Chair.

    Not an elegant weapon.

    Not particularly majestic.

    The same kind of chair you might find at a cookout, church basement, family reunion, repast, graduation party, backyard barbecue, or somebody’s grandmother’s house when twelve people arrive and there are only eight dining-room chairs.

    The humble folding chair.

    Black America’s reserve seating.

    And on that afternoon in Montgomery, somebody raised one.

    By then, the battle was effectively decided.

    Grandpa will tell the children that the chair did not really win the fight.

    People did.

    People who decided that they would not stand by and watch someone be overwhelmed.

    That distinction matters.

    Because beneath all the jokes, memes, nicknames, T-shirts, reenactments, songs, and laughter was something that many Black Americans recognized almost immediately.

    He was not left there alone.

    Maybe that is why the story stayed with us.

    We have inherited so many stories where help did not arrive.

    We know stories where someone called, and nobody came.

    Where somebody disappeared.

    Where somebody was hurt.

    Where witnesses looked away.

    Where justice arrived late, if it arrived at all.

    Our history contains too many photographs of Black people standing alone before crowds.

    But this picture was different.

    This time people came running.

    One came across the dock.

    Another came from the boat.

    One apparently looked at the Alabama River and thought:

    I can swim that.

    There was something almost absurdly beautiful about it.

    Not the violence.

    That part deserves no romance.

    People could have been seriously hurt. And the actual human beings involved were more complicated than the characters they eventually became online.

    Grandpa will make sure the children understand that.

    Folklore has a way of sanding down the edges of real events.

    But what people choose to remember tells us something too.

    We remembered the hat.

    We remembered the Swimmer.

    We remembered the chair.

    Most of all, I think we remembered the arrival.

    Maybe that is why we gave the day so many names.

    Naming things is something people do when ordinary language feels insufficient.

    Chairteenth.

    The Alabama Sweet Tea Party.

    Fade in the Water.

    We turned a riverfront fight into folklore almost before the sun went down.

    That is a particular kind of cultural alchemy.

    We have been doing versions of it for generations.

    Taking something painful and finding humor without denying the pain.

    Taking fear and making a story from it.

    Taking an ordinary object and turning it into a symbol.

    Taking a moment when one person appeared to be alone and remembering instead the moment when everybody else showed up.

    Years from now, those grandchildren may not understand why Grandpa laughs when he talks about a folding chair.

    They may wonder why an old man gets a little quieter when he tells them about a hat flying into the air.

    Perhaps that will be a good thing.

    Because maybe they will have grown up in a world where seeing someone who looks like them surrounded and attacked does not awaken something ancient in their chest.

    I hope they don’t immediately understand that part.

    I hope Grandpa has to explain it.

    And when he finishes, perhaps one of those children will ask the question children always ask when they sense there is something beneath the story adults aren’t saying.

    “Grandpa, is that really what happened?”

    Grandpa will smile.

    “Well…”

    Because by then, history and folklore will have been sitting beside each other for a long time.

    The facts will belong to historians.

    The jokes will belong to the internet.

    But the memory will belong to us.

    And maybe Grandpa will finally tell them the part that mattered most.

    A man stood alone.

    His hat went into the air.

    His people saw him.

    And they came.

    Some ran.

    One swam. And somebody brought a chair.

    Kyle J. Hayes

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  • Every Family Has That Story

    Every Family Has That Story

    Every family remembers it a little differently. That’s what makes it ours.

    Some of the best conversations I’ve ever had didn’t begin with someone asking a question.

    They began while pouring another cup of coffee.

    While washing dishes after dinner.

    While someone looked out the window and quietly said,

    “You know what I’ve been thinking about lately…”

    That’s all it takes.

    Not an agenda.

    Not an interview.

    Not a carefully prepared topic.

    Just a moment when life slows down enough for someone to open a door to a memory.

    I’ve come to believe that families don’t stay together because everyone remembers every detail the same way.

    They stay together because they keep telling the stories.

    Every family has that story.

    The one that somehow finds its way into the conversation whenever everyone is together.

    The one everyone laughs about before it’s even finished.

    The one each person remembers just a little differently.

    For my family, there is one story that always seems to make its way back to the table.

    I was too young to know all of the details.

    Even today, I don’t know everything that happened.

    What I do know is that it involved a corrupt landlord, my uncle getting out of his car without putting it in park, a dog, and somehow several members of my family ending up in jail.

    Even writing that now makes me smile.

    It sounds unbelievable.

    Yet every person in my family who remembers it tells a slightly different version.

    My older brother remembers one part.

    My older sister remembers another.

    Someone interrupts to correct a detail.

    Someone else starts laughing before the funniest part has even been told.

    Then another memory surfaces that no one had thought about in years.

    The story changes a little every time it’s told.

    Not because anyone is trying to rewrite history.

    Because memory isn’t a recording.

    It’s something we carry together.

    Each of us holds a different piece.

    When we gather around the table, those pieces somehow begin finding one another again.

    Two of the people who were involved in that story—my uncle and my favorite aunt—have since passed away.

    Every time someone begins telling that story, it’s as if they find their way back to the table.

    For a little while, we aren’t just remembering what happened.

    We’re remembering them.

    Their voices.

    Their laughter.

    The way they told the story themselves.

    What begins as a funny family memory quietly becomes something more.

    It’s one of the ways we bring them back to the surface, if only for a little while.

    I’ve started to think that’s one of the quiet purposes of sharing a meal.

    The food brings us to the table.

    The stories remind us why we came.

    We spend a lot of time making sure family recipes don’t disappear.

    We write them down.

    We pass them from one generation to the next.

    We treasure the handwritten recipe cards tucked inside old cookbooks.

    Those things matter.

    But stories matter too.

    Maybe even more.

    A recipe can tell you how to make dinner.

    Only a story can tell you who was sitting around the table.

    Only a story can make someone who has been gone for years suddenly feel close enough to hear them laugh again.

    I’ve noticed something else over the years.

    The stories we tell most often usually aren’t about our greatest accomplishments.

    They’re about the unexpected moments.

    The family disasters that somehow became family legends.

    The misunderstandings.

    The road trips.

    The holidays that didn’t go according to plan.

    The moments that seemed impossible at the time but somehow became the ones that make everyone laugh the hardest years later.

    Time has a gentle way of sanding down some of life’s rough edges.

    Not all of them.

    Some memories deserve to remain exactly as serious as they were.

    But others become reminders that we survived together.

    That we laughed again.

    That we kept going.

    Maybe that’s why the best conversations don’t start with a question.

    They start with a memory.

    Someone quietly says,

    “You know what I’ve been thinking about lately…”

    And before long, one story becomes another.

    Coffee gets poured again.

    The dishes can wait.

    Nobody is looking at the clock.

    For a little while, the people we’ve lost pull up a chair beside us once more.

    They live in the stories we continue to tell.

    Maybe that’s one of the greatest gifts we can give the people we love.

    Not perfect memories.

    Not flawless stories.

    Just the willingness to keep telling them.

    Because as long as someone around the table can begin with,

    “Do you remember when…”

    they’re never really gone.

    Every family has that story.

    I hope we never stop telling ours.

    Kyle J. Hayes

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  • Don’t Rush

    Don’t Rush

    Sometimes the people across the table are the best part of the meal.

    On Monday, I wrote about going outside.

    About realizing that I had become so focused on counting my steps that I had stopped noticing the world I was walking through.

    The mountains.

    The sky.

    The breeze.

    The ordinary beauty that had been there all along.

    After publishing that essay, I found myself wondering if the same thing happens when we eat.

    I enjoy cooking.

    If you’ve been reading Salt, Ink & Soul for a while, you already know that.

    I enjoy learning new techniques, trying new recipes, and discovering little ways to make a meal just a little better than the last one.

    And I’m perfectly comfortable eating alone.

    Sometimes it’s quiet.

    Sometimes it’s peaceful.

    Sometimes it’s exactly what I need.

    But every now and then, I find myself wanting something different.

    I want to share the table.

    A meal has always been about more than food.

    It’s about conversation.

    It’s about looking across the table and asking someone how they’re really doing.

    It’s about hearing a story you’ve heard before and laughing anyway.

    It’s about celebrating good news.

    Helping carry hard news.

    Or simply enjoying the company of someone whose presence makes the meal a little better.

    Some of my favorite meals probably weren’t the most expensive.

    They weren’t the most beautifully plated.

    If I’m honest, I don’t remember every bite.

    What I remember are the people.

    The conversations that wandered from one subject to another.

    The laughter that made us forget how much time had passed.

    The moments when no one looked at the clock because there was nowhere else we needed to be.

    I wonder if we’ve become as efficient with our meals as we’ve become with everything else.

    We eat in the car.

    At our desks.

    Standing over the kitchen sink.

    Sometimes while looking at our phones.

    We finish one meal while already thinking about the next thing on our schedule.

    Somewhere along the way, we started treating meals as another task to complete.

    Maybe they were never meant to be that.

    Maybe meals were always meant to slow us down.

    To remind us that the people sitting across from us deserve our attention just as much as everything waiting for us afterward.

    So the next time you have the chance, invite someone to lunch.

    Meet a friend for breakfast.

    Call a family member you haven’t seen in a while.

    Order dessert.

    Pour another cup of coffee.

    Tell one more story.

    Laugh a little louder.

    Stay until no one is looking at the clock anymore.

    Life gives us enough reasons to hurry.

    A shared meal doesn’t have to be one of them.

    Because one day, you may not remember exactly what was on the plate. But you’ll remember who was sitting across from you.

    Kyle J. Hayes

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  • Why Do We Stop Noticing?

    Why Do We Stop Noticing?

    There is something I’ve been guilty of lately.

    Not noticing.

    If it were left up to me, I could happily spend most of my days at home. I’d write, cook, read, and if I needed my daily dose of sunshine, I’d probably just stand in the doorway for a few minutes and call it enough.

    I know that’s part of who I am.

    So every day I make myself go outside.

    I go for a walk to get my steps in. To spend a little time in the sunshine. To breathe fresh air. It’s become part of my routine, and I genuinely enjoy it.

    At least, I thought I did.

    Before I leave the house, I do what I’ve done almost every day for months.

    I start my Apple Watch.

    I put in my earbuds.

    I choose something to listen to.

    Then I start walking.

    There’s nothing wrong with any of those things.

    But recently I realized something.

    Almost all of my attention was somewhere other than where I was.

    I was watching my pace.

    Checking my distance.

    Listening to music.

    Thinking about how many steps I had left before I reached my goal.

    My body had switched to autopilot.

    I was aware of people around me, but mostly as objects to walk around.

    I wasn’t really seeing my neighborhood.

    I was simply moving through it.

    One morning I caught myself looking down at my watch again.

    I looked up.

    The mountains were there.

    They had been there every morning.

    The sky was a deeper blue than I remembered.

    A breeze moved through the trees.

    Somewhere nearby, birds were carrying on a conversation I had apparently been missing for weeks.

    None of those things had suddenly appeared.

    I had.

    Or maybe that’s not quite true.

    My body had been showing up.

    My attention hadn’t.

    That made me wonder how often I was doing the same thing in the rest of my life.

    How many meals had I eaten while thinking about what came next instead of tasting what was already on my plate?

    How many conversations had I rushed through because my mind was already working on tomorrow?

    How many mornings had I traded for another item on my to-do list?

    I have spent so much of my life trying to be more efficient.

    Looking for the best way to do something.

    The quickest way.

    The smartest way.

    Anything to save a few minutes.

    And to be fair, that mindset has helped me in a lot of ways.

    My walks have improved my health.

    My Apple Watch has encouraged me to keep moving.

    The watch wasn’t the problem.

    Somewhere along the way, I realized I had become more interested in finishing my walk than experiencing it.

    I wasn’t only trying to reach a step goal.

    I was trying to live a healthier life.

    Part of living a healthier life is noticing the world you’re walking through.

    The sunshine.

    The mountains.

    The changing seasons.

    The maintenance man who always waves.

    The ordinary things that quietly become the memories we miss one day.

    Maybe beauty hasn’t become rare.

    Maybe we’ve simply become busy.

    Busy enough to walk through beautiful places without ever really seeing them.

    Tomorrow I’ll probably still wear my Apple Watch.

    I’ll probably still listen to music.

    I’ll probably still count my steps.

    But I think I’ll leave one earbud out for a little while.

    Because it would be a shame to spend my whole life moving through beautiful places…

    …without ever really noticing them.

    Kyle J. Hayes

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  • One Step Up

    One Step Up

    Sometimes a song stays with you because you realize it has been telling your story all along.

    There are lyrics from Bruce Springsteen’s “One Step Up” that have followed me for years:

    “When I look at myself I don’t see

    The man I wanted to be.

    Somewhere along the line I slipped off track.

    I’m caught moving one Step up and two steps back.”

    The first time I heard those words, I understood them.

    The older I’ve become, the more they’ve come to understand me.

    When I was young, I had a picture of the life I would live.

    It wasn’t extravagant. I wasn’t dreaming of fame or fortune. What I wanted was much quieter than that.

    I wanted to be married.

    I wanted a home that always felt full. Children running through the hallway. Grandchildren years later. Birthdays that needed another chair pulled up to the table. Sunday dinners that lingered long after the plates were empty because no one was in a hurry to leave.

    I thought I would grow into that man.

    Life had different plans.

    Some dreams end all at once.

    Others fade so slowly that one day you realize you’ve been mourning them without ever knowing when they disappeared.

    There isn’t always someone to blame.

    Sometimes life simply unfolds differently than the version we carried inside ourselves.

    For years, I measured my life against the man I expected to become. Every birthday became another quiet comparison. Another reminder of the distance between the future I imagined and the present I was living.

    That can become a cruel way to measure a life.

    Because the mirror only reflects what is.

    It never shows what has been survived.

    It doesn’t reveal the disappointments that taught you compassion. It doesn’t show the losses that made you gentler. It cannot measure the strength it took to keep moving after discovering life wasn’t interested in following your plans.

    Somewhere along the way, I stopped asking where I had gone wrong.

    Age has a way of changing the questions.

    I no longer ask myself as often, Why didn’t my life become what I imagined?

    Instead, I find myself asking something else.

    What kind of man would I have been?

    If I had married.

    If the house had been filled with children.

    If life had unfolded exactly as I had hoped.

    Would I have learned empathy without loneliness?

    Would I have become a writer if I had been busy living the life I thought I wanted?

    Would I have paid such close attention to ordinary moments if everything had come easily?

    I honestly don’t know.

    We spend so much time grieving the lives we never lived that we forget those lives would have shaped us differently.

    The husband I imagined.

    The father I dreamed of becoming.

    The grandfather sitting quietly at the end of a crowded table.

    He would have been another version of me.

    But not necessarily a better one.

    Maybe he would have been happier.

    Maybe he would have been wiser.

    Or maybe he would have missed the lessons this life insisted on teaching.

    Because while I didn’t become the man I expected, I became someone else.

    Someone who learned that kindness often grows where certainty once lived.

    Someone who discovered that stories matter because they remind us we aren’t walking alone.

    Someone who writes in the hope that another person, somewhere, might recognize themselves and feel just a little less alone.

    Maybe that writer could only have been born from this life.

    Not the one I planned.

    But the one I was given.

    Kyle J. Hayes

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  • Family Meal

    Family Meal

    Inspired by The Bear Rooted in My Kitchen.

    One of the many things I’ve grown to love about The Bear is the idea of the family meal.

    I’ve never worked in a restaurant, but I’ve heard chefs talk about it over the years. Before the dining room opens and before the first customer walks through the door, someone cooks a meal for the people who have spent all day preparing to take care of everyone else.

    I’ve always liked that idea.

    It’s never about showing off.

    No one is trying to create the next award-winning dish.

    It’s simply about making sure everyone is fed.

    Watching those scenes made me wonder what a family meal would look like if it came from my own kitchen.

    For me, it begins with herb-roasted chicken.

    Because it feels like home.

    Add a pan of creamy baked macaroni and cheese, seasoned green beans, and a piece of warm cornbread, and you have the kind of meal that asks people to slow down, sit together, and stay awhile.

    Nothing fancy.

    Just good food made with care.

    When I think about family meals, 

    I think about the meals many of us grew up with.

    The kind of dinners that filled the house with familiar smells long before anyone sat down to eat.

    Meals that didn’t need a special occasion.

    Sunday dinner.

    A Wednesday evening after work.

    A table where everyone knew there would always be room for one more plate if someone unexpected stopped by.

    That’s what family meal means to me.

    Home food.

    Food that quietly says,

    “I’m glad you’re here.”

    That’s one of the reasons I enjoy cooking so much.

    The meal is important.

    But so are the conversations that happen around it.

    The laughter.

    The stories.

    The moments that become memories long after the dishes have been washed.

    I hope this week’s meal reminds you that the best food isn’t always the fanciest.

    Sometimes it’s simply the meal that brings everyone home.

    This Week’s Family Meal

    Herb-Roasted Chicken

    Serves: 4–6

    Ingredients

    • 1 whole chicken (4–5 pounds)
    • 2 tablespoons softened butter
    • 2 tablespoons olive oil
    • 4 cloves garlic, minced
    • 1 tablespoon fresh rosemary, finely chopped
    • 1 tablespoon fresh thyme leaves
    • 1 teaspoon parsley
    • 1 teaspoon kosher salt
    • 1 teaspoon black pepper
    • 1 teaspoon paprika
    • 1 lemon, halved

    Instructions

    1. Preheat the oven to 425°F.
    2. Pat the chicken dry with paper towels. Dry skin helps create a beautifully crisp finish.
    3. In a small bowl, combine the butter, olive oil, garlic, rosemary, thyme, parsley, salt, pepper, and paprika.
    4. Gently loosen the skin over the breast and spread some of the herb butter underneath. Rub the remaining mixture over the entire chicken.
    5. Place the lemon halves inside the cavity.
    6. Roast for 20 minutes at 425°F.
    7. Reduce the oven temperature to 375°F and continue roasting for 60–75 minutes, or until the thickest part of the thigh reaches 165°F.
    8. Let the chicken rest for 15 minutes before carving.

    The resting time allows the juices to redistribute, giving you tender, flavorful meat.

    Green Beans

    While the chicken rests, sauté fresh green beans with a little butter, onion, garlic, salt, pepper, and a pinch of smoked paprika until they’re just tender. Finish with a squeeze of fresh lemon if you’d like a little brightness.

    Serving the Meal

    Serve the herb-roasted chicken alongside your favorite Salt, Ink & Soul baked macaroni and cheese and homemade cornbread, with a generous helping of seasoned green beans.

    It’s a meal that’s simple enough for a Wednesday evening and comforting enough to remind us why Sunday dinners became traditions in the first place.

    A Final Thought

    However your table looks this week—whether you’re cooking for a full house, sharing dinner with one other person, or making a meal just for yourself—I hope you find a reason to slow down.

    Good food has a way of bringing us together.

    And when we’re lucky, it reminds us that the people around the table matter even more than what’s on the plate.

    Enjoy.

    Kyle J. Hayes

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  • The Work No One Sees

    The Work No One Sees

    The Dishes Almost Kept Me From Learning to Cook.

    I write a lot about learning the metric system.

    It probably seems like an odd thing to get excited about, but switching from cups and teaspoons to weighing ingredients changed the way I cook. Recipes became more consistent. Bread rose the way it was supposed to. Sauces tasted the way I imagined they would. The more I cooked, the more I realized that precision wasn’t taking the joy out of cooking.

    It was giving me confidence.

    I started cooking because I love food.

    Good food.

    Not expensive food.

    Just food made with care.

    For a long time, I thought learning to cook would be the hardest part.

    I was wrong.

    Believe it or not, what almost kept me from cooking wasn’t the recipes.

    It was the dishes.

    The pots and pans.

    The cutting boards.

    The greasy stove.

    The food splattered across the counter.

    The crumbs on the floor.

    All the little reminders that every good meal leaves something behind.

    I can’t tell you how many times I’ve made a meal that turned out exactly the way I hoped. I’d taste as I cooked, adjusting a little salt here, another pinch of pepper there, until everything felt right.

    Then I’d sit down and realize something.

    I wasn’t hungry anymore.

    I’d spent so much time smelling the food and tasting the food that by the time dinner was finished, I was exhausted.

    The kitchen looked like a disaster.

    And now I had another job waiting for me.

    That’s when I realized something.

    Cooking isn’t just about cooking.

    It’s about planning.

    These days I rarely cook for just one meal.

    If I’m already chopping vegetables, washing dishes, heating the oven, and dirtying a sink full of bowls, I might as well make enough for a few days. I try to keep a few meal-prepped meals in the refrigerator or freezer for the evenings when I don’t feel like cooking at all.

    That one change made cooking easier.

    But another lesson changed everything.

    I learned something embarrassingly simple.

    The dishwasher has to be empty before I start cooking.

    Otherwise, everything backs up.

    Dirty dishes stay in the sink because there’s nowhere for them to go.

    Bowls pile up.

    Utensils pile up.

    Before long, one small task I skipped yesterday becomes today’s biggest obstacle.

    It was such a simple lesson.

    But I don’t think it’s only about dishwashers.

    How often do we avoid doing something we love because of one small part we don’t enjoy?

    Maybe it isn’t cooking.

    Maybe it’s writing.

    The writing isn’t the hard part.

    Editing is.

    Maybe it’s exercising.

    The workout isn’t the hard part.

    Putting on your shoes is.

    Sometimes the thing standing between us and the life we want isn’t the dream.

    It’s the cleanup.

    And then there’s another lesson every cook eventually learns.

    The food doesn’t always turn out the way you imagined.

    Sometimes you follow the recipe exactly, and something still feels off.

    Sometimes you try a new ingredient, and it simply doesn’t work.

    Sometimes dinner is just… okay.

    And that’s okay.

    Not every meal has to become your signature dish.

    Not every attempt has to be perfect.

    Every meal teaches you something.

    Every mistake teaches you something.

    The next one is usually a little better.

    I think writing works the same way.

    Most people only see the finished essay.

    They don’t see the sentences that were deleted.

    The paragraphs rewritten five times.

    The moments you stare at the screen wondering why the words won’t come.

    They don’t see the work before the work.

    The same is true of cooking.

    People see the meal.

    They don’t see the planning.

    They don’t see the grocery list.

    They don’t see the dishes.

    They don’t see the quiet work that made any of it possible.

    I’ve come to believe that’s true of almost everything worthwhile.

    The parts people applaud are usually the parts everyone can see.

    The parts that change us are usually the ones no one ever notices.

    Maybe that’s why we should give ourselves a little more grace.

    The work no one sees is still work.

    Sometimes it’s the dishes.

    Sometimes it’s the planning.

    Sometimes it’s simply emptying yesterday’s dishwasher so today’s work has somewhere to begin.

    And more often than not…

    It’s the work that matters most.

    Kyle J. Hayes

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  • Finding Your Place

    Finding Your Place

    Sometimes a television show stops entertaining you and quietly begins asking questions about your own life.

    Season 2 of The Bear did that for me.

    The Second season of The Bear is filled with food.

    Beautiful food. Precise food. Food arranged with tweezers and intention. Food that carries the weight of memory, ambition, grief, and expectation.

    But the best thing the season serves is not a plate.

    It is change.

    Not the kind of change people announce loudly. The change in The Bear is quieter than that. It comes through repetition. Through discomfort. Through people being sent away from what they know so they can return with a clearer understanding of who they might become.

    Marcus leaves the familiar kitchen and enters another world. He studies pastry with patience and humility. He learns that excellence is not magic. It is attention. It is noticing texture, temperature, timing. It is doing the same thing again, not because the first attempt was worthless, but because care asks us to try once more.

    Tina goes to culinary school.

    That may not sound revolutionary to some people. But there are moments in life when being offered the chance to learn becomes a form of recognition. Someone looks at you and says, perhaps without saying it directly, There is more in you.

    And then there is Richie.

    Richie may be the clearest example of what the season is trying to tell us.

    He begins as a man who feels the world moving without him. He is loud because he is uncertain. Defensive because he is afraid. He mistakes familiarity for usefulness and anger for authority. He has spent so much time believing he does not belong anywhere that he has begun to behave as if belonging itself is a lie.

    Then he is sent to another restaurant.

    At first, he believes he is being punished.

    That is often how growth feels when it begins.

    We think we have been removed because we are unwanted. We do not always understand that distance can sometimes reveal what closeness has hidden. Away from the noise of his own kitchen, Richie begins to see the work differently.

    He polishes forks.

    He observes.

    He learns the names of dishes.

    He watches how a dining room moves.

    And slowly, he begins to understand that service is not submission. It is not weakness. It is not pretending that the customer is always right.

    Service is attention.

    It is knowing that someone has saved money for months to sit at a table. That a meal may be celebrating a birthday, a promotion, a marriage, a farewell. That what feels like another shift to the staff may become a memory someone carries for the rest of their life.

    Richie begins to understand that his work affects people.

    Not someday.

    Now.

    A glass placed carefully. A question answered with patience. A surprise offered because someone was paying attention. Small actions, perhaps. But lives are often shaped by small actions.

    By the end of his training, Richie has not become a different person.

    He has become more fully himself.

    That distinction matters.

    Growth is not always about becoming unrecognizable. Sometimes it is about clearing away the fear, resentment, and confusion that kept us from seeing our own usefulness. Richie discovers that he has a gift for people. For reading a room. For making someone feel welcomed. For understanding the emotional rhythm of a place.

    He finds his place.

    And once he finds it, something changes in him.

    He no longer wants merely to be included.

    He wants to improve.

    That may be one of the most important transitions a person can make.

    There is a difference between wanting recognition and wanting mastery. Recognition asks, Do you see me? Mastery asks, How can I become worthy of the responsibility I have been given?

    I think about that when I write.

    Every day I sit with words.

    Some days they come easily. Other days they arrive slowly, dragging doubt behind them. There are sentences I admire in the moment and question the next morning. Some pieces feel finished until I read them again and see all the places where I stopped too soon.

    But every time I write, I want the next thing to be better.

    Not only for me.

    For the person who takes the time to read it.

    That reader may never know how long I sat with a paragraph. They may never see the sentences I removed or the endings I softened. They may never know how many times I wondered whether the piece was honest enough, clear enough, useful enough.

    They should not have to know.

    The effort is part of the service.

    When someone gives you their attention, they are giving you something they cannot recover. Time. A few quiet minutes from a life already full of demands. They could have gone elsewhere. They could have closed the page.

    But they stayed.

    That matters to me.

    So I want the words to meet them with care.

    I want each essay to say, in its own way, I knew you were coming, so I prepared something.

    That does not mean every piece will be perfect.

    Perfection is often another form of fear. It can keep us polishing forever, afraid to place anything on the table. The better goal is honesty joined with discipline. To bring what we have learned. To respect the reader. To leave the work a little stronger than we found it.

    That is what Marcus learns.

    That is what Tina learns.

    That is what Richie finally learns.

    Skill is not only talent.

    It is responsibility.

    It is the willingness to be taught. 

    There is tenderness in that.

    We often treat self-improvement as punishment. We speak to ourselves harshly, as if shame were the only tool capable of shaping a better life.

    But shame rarely builds anything that can stand.

    Growth needs honesty, yes.

    It also needs patience.

    A person must be able to look at who they have been without believing they are condemned to remain there. They must be able to say, I was wrong. I was careless. I did not understand.

    And then, perhaps more importantly:

    I can learn.

    Season 2 of The Bear understands this.

    It shows us that we are not finished.

    That the person we have been is not the final draft.

    That finding our place does not mean the work is over.

    It means we finally know where to begin.

    Kyle J. Hayes

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  • The Notes Between the Lines

    The Notes Between the Lines

    One Year Later: Malcolm-Jamal Warner, Miles Long, and the Art of Seeing a Person

    There is something strange about anniversaries.

    They do not ask permission before arriving.

    A year ago, Malcolm-Jamal Warner left this world.

    Like so many people, I first knew him as Theo, not as a character, exactly, but as someone who quietly occupied a corner of my life. Week after week, he reminded us that growing up was awkward, that mistakes did not have to define us, and that being a young Black man could include gentleness, humor, uncertainty, and love.

    He became familiar.

    And familiarity has a way of convincing us we know someone.

    I have thought about that a great deal over this past year.

    When he died, I did what many of us do now. I searched.

    Not because I wanted headlines. I wanted something closer to the man than the memories television had given me.

    That search led me somewhere I never expected.

    Apple Music.

    I typed his name.

    That is where I found Miles Long.

    At first I wondered if it could really be him. Then I pressed play.

    What I discovered wasn’t simply another creative pursuit from an actor I admired.

    It was another language.

    The music carried the warmth of the records that raised many of us. Soul. Jazz. Hip-hop. Spoken word. Music that wasn’t trying to chase trends because it understood something more important.

    Truth never goes out of style.

    The grooves were patient.

    The bass never hurried.

    The lyrics trusted you enough to meet them halfway.

    They sounded like conversations that begin after midnight, when people finally stop pretending they’re fine.

    Listening to those songs felt less like discovering a new artist than discovering a room in a house I thought I already knew.

    And that realization stayed with me.

    How many people have I admired while never truly seeing them?

    How many lives have I reduced to the role they played in my own story?

    We often say we should give people their flowers while they’re here.

    But flowers are not enough if we never walk through the garden.

    Malcolm-Jamal Warner was never just the young man who helped redefine television. He was a poet. A musician. A thinker. A man still asking questions about love, identity, fatherhood, justice, and becoming.

    His work was larger than the spotlight.

    Maybe that is the lesson I have carried this past year.

    Most of us are more than the thing the world applauds us for.

    The teacher paints.

    The mechanic writes poetry.

    The grandmother who makes the best cornbread also carries stories no one has bothered to ask about.

    The quiet man in the corner may have spent decades composing songs no one in the room has ever heard.

    We spend our lives introducing ourselves through occupations.

    But our souls rarely fit inside a job title.

    A year later, I still return to Miles Long.

    Not because grief demands it.

    Because gratitude does.

    Those songs remind me to slow down.

    To look again.

    Rest well, Malcolm.

    Thank you for reminding us that the most beautiful parts of a person are often the ones waiting just beyond what everyone already knows.

    Kyle J. Hayes

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