Chasing the Sound

I am not a musician. Never have been. Never will be.

There is no hidden talent waiting to be discovered, no secret virtuosity buried in my bones. My fingers do not dance over keys, my voice does not soar, my hands have never bent an instrument to my will. If music is a language, I am a listener—nothing more, nothing less.

But if there is one thing I do have, it is love. Deep, abiding, obsessive love. A love that has shaped the way I see the world, that has scored the highest and lowest moments of my life. Music is not just sound—it is memory, it is history, it is an entire world condensed into three minutes and forty-two seconds of melody and truth.

And yet, I have been starving.

Somewhere along the way, I built a cage out of my own taste. I found the artists I trusted, the ones who never missed, the ones who spoke in a language I already understood. And I stayed there. I convinced myself that good music was a known quantity, that the search was over, that I had already found the best and could close the door behind me.

But art is not meant to be safe. It is not meant to be comfortable. And in my hunger for the familiar, I had stopped listening. Really listening.

So I am making a choice.

I am stepping outside of the walls I built for myself and working my way through Billboard’s Top 100 Albums of All Time. One by one. No skipping. No excuses. Just me, the music, and my unfiltered thoughts.

This is not about agreement. It is not about validation. It is about discovery, about stretching myself past what I think I know. Maybe I will find something that changes me. Maybe I will confirm my suspicions that some albums just aren’t for me. But either way, I will be listening.

Because music is bigger than taste. Bigger than opinion. It is history and culture and revolution. It is joy and pain and longing. It is the closest thing we have to time travel, a way to reach back and touch something real, something that once was.

So I will listen. And I will write. Not as an expert, not as a musician, but as a man searching for something he didn’t even realize he had lost.

Let’s see where this takes me. K.H